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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Holla lovelies,Its getting pretty exciting as d days gets closer .. Till todate im left wit 4days of being "single" bfore i bcame someone's fiance..whr partially i gotta listen to my better half.& of cos few things wich i noe i gotta change fr d better us..
As much as d preparation n days gets so intense.. Der's even soo much things that happen arnd me.. Jz as i thot d case of an ex is over..prolly im nt.. As d days gets nearer..truth is..dat challenges is getting pretty hype..
Dear ex,i knw u wud b reading my every entry as much as u love stalking me.i wont make a hoohaa if u jz stop badmouthing abt me.ur jz too much! 5years++ gg thru ups n dwn wit u.i knw der's alot of memories be it good or bad.bt After d breakup,i felt ive oversea d worst outta u.seeing hw u behave so desperately.ur excuses r bullshit.i was good enuf to let my past be d past.not even wanna think abt u fr a second.yes,hate is a big word.bt y r u making me hate u so much fr wad u badmouth me to all ur other girls?n nw each n every one of em r leaving u.for good.because karma sure has it own ways.ive always pray fr d best of u.hoping u wud change fr d better n nt for worst.its heart pain hearing all those things u said abt me wich was untrue.i noe moving on is hard.i gave u all d chances in d world bt repeatedly u jz had to waste all of it.allah has its own ways of dealing wit ppl like u who would jz accuse ppl of doing something wich i didnt.saying abt d past us? Whats ur point exactly?if u really have move on,u would even speak abt me to ur new girls.thats ur very blardy mistake.mohd salahuddin,ive better things to do then to talk abt u in my post.cos u ,jz doesnt exist in my life anymore.thanks fr making me learn d mistake frm our past.prolly through u it has bcome d better me knowing wan.wit that i jz wanna end it well here, as much as ive stop disturbing u , i wont wanna say "get lost" bt really..get d hell out of my life..ur apologising is accepted thou its so painful fr me to take all those harsh words that u badmouth abt me.may allah pays back what uve did.
I really hope tis be my really last post abt d ex.cos ur nt worth to be rant abt.
& dear love,so many things is happening between us.no ways is a third party gonna affect us.insyaallah ntg happens.with our daily nights wishing n forgiving im sure we will be better and learn each day of our mistakes.;) love u bby! & i really thank allah fr allowing me to give u a chance in my life.& d best part to be wit me fr d rest of my life.insyaallah amin.
Wit a phonecall that ur mummy is warded today it really gt me so worried.we r all praying that ur mummy gets well pretty soon yea love.i really want her to be d person who wud put that ring on my finger on our very engagement.cos i noe that means alot to ur mum n u.;) im really so blessed to have another mum,a caring one indeed.alhamdulillah.c u later love fr visiting.as fr nw,hold on tight as d tide may be both high n low.its jz abt hw we handle it both.
Lotsa love,
Mamasita