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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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Saturday, October 20, 2012
Dear diary,You wouldnt noe wad's d mind usually decipher. You wouldnt noe wad exactly d heart's beating for.
At times, i felt that this love is still that clumsy monkey fairytale love story. Felling in love with someone so deep, too deep that it hurts the hell outta you. Falling outta love, not because i chose to give up, bt d fact that THAT's IT. yes, with apostrophe.
& wen this someone came in my life, people have been saying he's d rebound.
Rebound? For those who aint noe d definition. Here it goes .. "moving quickly from a long-lasting relationship into another relationship".
The clue word here is MOVING QUICKLY. Look, i took a few months after d break up, i admit ive been going out wit my guy & girlfriends and mingling around, just so as to forget you. I didnt literally jump into a relationship outta "past time". Hello ? u tink im immature enough to destroy my own life ?
So here comes, Mr Reduan, a man i knew outta "hi" "bye" and i wouldnt have expect our random dates would be as fun and crazy.
I remember vividly our very first date, outta d blue at marina bay sands chillout area, you goes" you somehow have d key to open up my heart, and its hard for me to fall for someone,bt d moment i do i will fall deep, and even bfore meeting you, talking to u ive already fall for you".
DAMNNN!!
Any girl who heard tis would goes .. " bla bla bla yada yada yada n start saying guys r guys, sweet -talker "
HAHAH!
infact, to be honest, i do too. . bt as i look deep into your eyes tat very wee morning. ive neva knew that d heart would suddenly beats so fast, i get super duper shy when im wit Mr Reduan.
GAHH !! ahhaha ..
As days past and more dates has comeby, we've grown super close and im already falling in love wit this man. Falling in love was never easy i admit, to forget d past whose 5years was neva easy. Nobody said it was easy. Bt Mr Reduan came right up to me , telling me to take my time and TaDAAAHHHH ... slowly n yet surely ryt dear ? i can no longer cry in d middle of d night alone at bed tinking of d past. D late nyt wee hours talking wit Mr Reduan has always been helluva funny.
Not until wen d past came over, i would be mean if i wud say tat ur d 3rd party in our relationship of me n mr reduan. Bt yes, ive finally realize tis.
Why am i giving up on someone who still waits on me even thou ive cheated on him ..
nt once bt a couple of times...
Why would i be so gullible to accept d past so quickly ? D fact tat i miss him dearily. Bt talking abt love? Dat love has long died and faded d moment i tried so hard and so badly to want u back..
Let d lovestory of my past n me be a secrecy to all. I dont have to share tis love story of mine even if i want to, bt infact, i felt tat you people jz wants to know WHY and WHY ?
well here it goes .. Please , respect my very decision, my very life.
To d man , ive finally said ... " I DO "
Muhammad Reduan, i will marry you.
& now, as i get busy preparing for our engagement. :)
Till many more updates sooooon ..; )
& d engagement date is nearing pretty soon~;)
Lotsa love,
mamasita