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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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Pain is love
Sunday, May 06, 2012
I knew it frm d start nt to fall fr love too hard..n yet i did.. I fall in love too deeply.. It gt my heart wreck jz like d titanic ship...hw cliche i know right..I choose to deactivate my fb as of tday..i wudnt noe wen i wud activate it once again..we c hw it goes..jz dont wish to b seen socially..twitter? My other form of communication.. Hasnt been twittingmuch too..im too bz wit werk school n life..
Im coping still..it hasnt been easy..n im stil pullin thru..i wonder hw's life over there?
I miss.miss d tym being all arnd u.seen everywhere with you.miss being hugged n carress.miss simply being wit u.
I love.love d tym we joke n laugh.we rarely haf fights n arguements.cos most of d tym we're happy couples.
But y?
Y does tis haf to happen to us? Y us? Y has d obstacles b so hard on us? I understand if it's God's will and wants. I let it be. Let it go.
Life as u know it. Y has tis love got to b soo painful wen we're having soo much fun n love all d time?
My fairytale crushes jz bfore it really happen. It's a step away. N yet it failed. Failed terribly.
Fate. I neva want to befall on fate on tis matter. Its ridiculous. I know. We're jz human beings tryin to cope wit life. Adapt to surroundings. N learn frm d past. Succumb to all changes.
Have i? Have i really done all d above?
Every guy who come after you tried their best to win tis very hard. N they fail. Y? Mayb bcos my heart was unwilling to open up fr them. It's too early? I dont noe.
Ur not perfect. Neither do i. But bcause of all these imperfections it lead us to being perfect.
Hopeless. It's how i really right now. No doubt im coping..struggling wit life..waking up eachday hoping fr a brand new beginnings. But can i ?
Am i really up to all these?
Love is pain.& wen u felt pain, that's love. Real love. A love so true it wud bleed d heart out of u.
To all,lesson to be learnt.
It's ok to fall in love.love is beautiful.u'll find perfections in it.
Bt neva,neva fall too deeply into it.
Cos once its shattered,it's like d broken glasses which can neva b glued.
It's truly heartfelt.
Im so weak fr tis. No longer d strong girl i used to be.
Bt wit Allah by myside,im sure,slowly but definitely it will ignite tis feeling once again. insyaallah.