|
Bio
 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
Viewing
Online Users 
|
Ask me anything
-- --
-- |
Life as u know it
Monday, May 14, 2012
Hw's life afta a month of break up?Im speechless.copin n always been coping.coping to tat certain extend when i haf pillows full of tears on most nyt.hw cruel can tis once beautiful love be?it was so close to a fairytale.almost...perfect..a dream we've always been dreamin of..abt to b a reality..
Tis facade of life full of hypocryts. U love me.oh yes i noe.bt ur puttin ya back on me n push me away.u miss me. Hell yea i noe.n yet again u push me away..far far away..
Backing out? I gues tat's what u n everybody arnd u wants ryt? Fr me to move on? Move on wit full of sorrows..invested soo much of time,love,pain,money n u can nAme it all. Been der n done tat.
I can nva find any stupid girl like me who wud do Everythin jz to savour d love of her life..n yet again i tried tried n has always been trying.. Not until wen i walk away then u stood up fr me.. I jz dont wan tat to happen. No? It wudnt happen? Im nt waitin any further.. I will move on..
Bt no..my movin on is nt ..me wit another guy..y wud i find a rebound? Its ridiculous!
I heard it gonna takes manyymanyyy months n some wud take to years...to truly forget someone..
I wonder if i haf tat much patience..tat much patience to face tis life as u noe it..
I screw up on my exams i knw ive screwed it all.. 1 more exams to go..tis verythursday... Wish me d very luck i truly needed..
Im dissapointed wit some people..angry n pissed...i hate hypocrytz..u dont jollywell b a good listening ear n then stab my heart..it jz hurts..pain stalkingly hurt!!!
Till then,
Xoxo
D broken-hearted girl
