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An experience overnyt at a mosque
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Heloo earthlings!ayt ..
will take a few mins of my tym now to update d rotten bloggie ..zzz ..
first n foremost ..its 25th today ! HAPPY 23rD bIRthDAYYy Missy Attitude !!!!!! muahahah ;)
Hope u had an enjoyable BIRD day today ! hahahhahha :) hugsss tightly ! :)
okies ..
soo yea ..
24th itself ..woke up 6+pm .. i duno wad makes me soo tired dat i sleep lyk a LOG ! hahaha .
anyways .. it was my very last lesson in religion class .;) d religion cls dat mummy n i enrolled in . . well .. mummy paid fer it for my bdae gift .. and ADD on thingie ..
D religion class is abt .. Knowing ur spiritual self .. n d "other werld" .. n self-defence. . n even hW to cure ppl who gets "santau", " sampok" .. all these underlyin thing which cant be seen at a naked eye .
Truth is .i was scared myself .. listenin to d different stories n experience of d ustad ..
However .. it teaches me to b a strong muslimah .. one way or another .. wit those " zikrulah" ..zikir2 . .which HELPS me alot . ALOT really ..
i began to question myself ..wad haf i been doing all d while ?wad always keeps me bz time n again .. ? to even missed out d pRoly 5 MINS of praying ..a simple answer to it is ..LAZY ..
n yes .i neglected myself as a muslimah ..
Fancy saying myself a MUSLIM .. wen i abondoned all those ?
Ustadz taught me hw to be patience. .with zikir2 ... n also ..not forgetting d step by step ways to get near to Allah .. .
So yea. .to cut it short .
ysdae was d last lesson .. n soo ..ysdae was a TEST for us all. .testin each individual "IMAN's" ...
wahh ..i tel u .. it was REALLLYY hard to stay focus .. n yes .. on top of dat ..STAYING overnight .. KIYAMULAIL at mosque .. a ONETIME EXPERIENCE nt to b missed ..; )
so let me tel u d timetable first.
right after sholat isyak together . .
class starts 8.30pm . .SUPPOSED to end at 10:30pm ..n then allow us to rest awhile proly get sum sleep first bfore clas continues at 2am. .
BUT ..
class ended late at 12:30am . .by d time all of us were sHAGGed to d MAX ..
nt forgetting HUNGRY ! hahaha .
lucky mummy bought Nasi goreng .. ;) n aunt leha cooked MEE goreng to shared arnd .;)
n mummy bought extra nuggets n all .. BLurrrpps .. im ful by all tat ..; )
soo ..
we were allowed to rest for 2hr .. n TIME Juz passed SOO fast .. by 2:30am .. ALL us are supposed to get up n get ready to SHolat sunnat . .
sholat taubat ..
n at 2AM .. i CANT GET TIS freaking eye to sleepp .. only after at 2:15am wen d EYES juz gets tired. . n i managed to take a 15mins nap .. lol..
Wash d face .wudhuk ..
n then start to sholat . .i sholat hajat first . n then sholat taubat TOgether as a whole ..:)
D QUietNESs ..d CALMness . HONESTLY >
its IRREPLACEABLE . .
if eva der gonna b any kiyamulail. I REALLY am gonna volunteer n goo .. cos its seriously TESTNG my iman . . wich i find it aBSOlute Tranquil .. ahhh .. i love dat peace of mind ..
sSOoo. . .right after sholat taubat ..
we were then told to zikir ....n zikir as mUCH as we cud .. n by 5am report to d classroom n inform d ustad wad we felt . .
n NOW let me tel u d WHOLE experience of mine . .
d EYES juz cant STOP making me wanna fell asleepp ..
BUT i fight back .. wit these zikir ..
n then. .
my BACk was SOOO HOOOOOOOT !! i duno y .. it juz feel soo hot. .
stil i continued to zikir n zikir ..
then ..d HOTNess transfered to my left HAND .. i feel my hands . .my right hand is cold while d left is hot . .i KNEW sumting is wrong . .
BUT i continued. . praying ..zikir n zikir al d way ..
FOCUS is juz one .." all i do .. everyting is juz for ALLAH" ..
soo yea. .after a few mins later. .i felt d INTENSE SUMTING coming OUT frm my LEFT HAND .. i SWEAR TO ALLAH dat everyting i said here is all true n nothing but d truth .. .. stil at dat point of time i close my eyes ..
d eyes juz cant seem to open . .but my mouth n heart juz keep reciting prayers ...
n after a few moments later. .it Heat transfered to my left leg ..
all is juz LEFT . .LEFT LEFT ..
then. .
i feel into a deep sleep ..for juz a few mins ..
i woke up .. n continue to pray .. prayyy n recite all d wayy .
n my BACk feels coolling now. .way cooler than i tot its suppose to be ..
n time check : its 5am ..
n ustad call on us to go back to d classroom ..
a one-on-one experience talkin wit d ustad .. ( his actualy ustad's ustad) .. yeaps .. higher rankig .
for those who knew. his name is ustad yusoff. . n my ustad name is ustad faroorazi.
so yea. .
i explained everyting in greater details to ustad's ustad .. n his answer was. .
"mayb theres a negative energy in ur body .. thus u feel d heat .. proly d ting dat its coming out is prolly one of d 'jin' dat has been stayin put on ur body .. a good thing dat it has come out ..
BUT do note ..dat doesnt mean ders only .. ONE jin a body .. it can b many ..as i mentioned bfre can b up 5or MORE jin in one person body .. SO .. to avoid all these. .u must continue to pray .. keep reciting AYAT kursi 17X bfore u leave hse .insyallah things will come along better in near future. insyallah " ..
yeaps . .just as i guess hw it suppose to b ...
a GREAT ting dat i attended tis class .knowing my weaknesses n my strengths n ways of making tis SPIRITUAL to go away .. zzz as it can b .. still i believe ALLAH is mightier than anyone else .
n FUnnyting is ..
wen asked abt mummy's experience ..
mummy said .. " mama feel cool . .feels super cold .. n i feel lyk a bright light is shining upon me " ..
hmmm .. c. .dats a WHOLE LOT Difference of someone who RARELY do sholat + other werks ( WHICH IS ME ) to someone who neva fails to sholat + do sunat sholat +zikir non-stop .. (WHICH IS MUMMY ) ..
to tink dat mummy always recite early morning frm 6.30- 9.30am .. non-stop . .Everyday . .juz to protect herself n d phamalia .. ;) SHOWS soo much abt being her .. a mum ..
ahhh . mummy .. ur juz soo special...
n to tel n share tis experience of mine ..
cos in a near future wen i read tis blog of mine ..at least i know what has become of me ..
n also ..to tell those readers out der .. .
TIME is juz soo precious ..its juz hw u divide ur TIME .. n MAKING it to good use ..
bE it BOTH world n d WORLD we b living in forever once we're dead ..
Juz a random thot to share .. .
=D
lovelove,
mamasita