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Dat much to update !
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
Ders soo much to update .well . .let me first update abt ..
d previous post .. all pixtures ? like it ? oh yea. .
i cudnt actually literally typin cos d kEYboard was scary .. type out words n appeared as numbers ! NOT FUNNYOKIE ! so i was scared. .n juz shut d lappie .HAHAHA .
well d previous post was a saturday out wit d phamalia ..
afternoon -suria carnival @ east coast ..
late afternoon - singapore expo
night - seoul garden @ ehub downtown east (WELL IT WAS ALL PLANNED out a surprise bdae celebration)
+ sis in law came by rushing over right after she ended werk .
late night - pool wit bro + daddy + sis in law ..
late late night - bowling : ))
n its d first tym fer d momma and auntie ;) haha .they were juz OH SO EXCITED ! hAHahha :)
n supper - @ bluestar ;))
i had a blast dat nite. .
n somebody text me to say he misses me. n wanna mit me dat wee morning . hahha .
n dat somebody is none other than.. MOHAMED SALAHUDDIN ;) hhahaa .
n let me clear d air . .we r back together as one ..d relationship is complicated.
to tink dat we LITERALLY broke up ..as a matter of needed time n space ..
to tink dat we cant afford to lose each other... n d quality tym spend is way too long n too strong to shattered it apart ..
d gf told me .." after all our advices ? u stil move on wit him ? "
n my answer was .. "its easy to break up n make up .d heart juz answers d truth .we needed each other .i cant continue being ego n continue to love hate in d relationship. 2 years 2mths .. nt a short period of time .. we haf our interest at hearts .. its 10 days in total webroke up .. 5 days he contacted me .. n d other 5 days he's making d effort ..i cant bear to break his and my heart any further "..
Truth is .. der might b ppl anti-ing us to reconcile . .d matter of fact .we r soo in love ..
d love might b different for now .. since we juz reconcile. . bt in a longrun . im prayin fer d best of d best .. :) amin : )
okies .. n today ..
Wednesday ..
i duno wads wit me.
ysdae nyt .. simply juz ate .. " sup kambing" at boon keng .n reached hm ..was too tired .n slept straight . i was too tired ..really shagged. . seriously .. in d bike i kept SNEEZING nonstop .. d runny nose juz makes it worst ..
n today .. i was rushing for d normal train .. d after "do not board train" dats d very last train i DIE DIE need to get in bfore im late n b FINE $10 even if its 1 min late ..hoW ridiculous ! i know ! bt its d discipline dat matters .gues im nt discipline enuf .
soo . i was runnin . . panting .. n rush to d train . .glad dat i manage to be IN d train .
shida was also in d train .. bt shes somewhr i duno whr .so we were texting .
i tried to closed eyes n get some sleep . d sudden SUPER FUCKING thirsty hit me hard.
n a minutelater . .i feel like VOmiting .
n those kind of wanna vomit bt didnt cum out .bt d AIR in d stomach makes it worst by keep grumbling ; ((( i rush out .. d station was .BUKIT BATOK .. i suddenly feel blackout : (( i nearly wanted to faint .
quickly bought a drink . n remember i said i was FUCKING thirsty?yeap i juz SIP one SIP n im already fucking full . n d stomach was sti grumbling ..d feeling was painful ..
i then suffered frm giddyness n juz wanted to rest ..
shida was soo sweet to bounce back d train n meet me downstairs at bukit batok :) THX ALOT BABE ;) you were REALLY2 SWEET :) seriously:)
i bought 2 slices of bread ..juz HALF a slice n im full n i juz feel like lying down ..d giddy juz makes it worst ..pity shida cos of her blister blood was oozin out .dang !
we then call a cab n head to werk .. reached werk like 10am .. zzz..did d commision thingie ..
n then off i go back home ; ((( cab back to home again ..
been cabbing here n der .. n $50 juz gone in no minute ..zzz .. i always hate it wen its pay day . i KNEW no matter hw much i tried to curb d spending i wud always always SPURLGE more than juz dat .. zzzz. . ..
okies anyhooss .reached hm . munch .take my medicine .. n slept ..frm 10++ to 6pm .:) i feel better .BUT im having HIGH FEVER ! ; ((
woke up n had dinner .. n took medicine .. n now ..my body temp stil very high :((
i notice dat i keep being sick wen school starts n werk juz as per normal .
d stress .d pressure .. argh ! n bcos of today i go back .im nt on runrate ! fuck !hw pathetic .; ((
i hope all these comes wit a good ending .: ) AMIN .insyallah :)
okies . .next update .
after so long . .
well .
monday n tuesday was mit up wit d bf ..
monday was miting him at his werkplce .. cos he wants to meet me so .. zzzz ... hahaa. . then he change his mind ..zzzzz ... hahha . then wen i surprise him . he goes. .SMILING WIDELY . zzzz ... hahaha ..
n he was sweet cos . he actualy send me to get d tings i ordered fer mummy .. a ferrero rocher Bouquet ; )its perfect ! nice ! ;)
n wads best was .i also ordered a SUNFLOWER + LOVE YOU MUMMY bear ;) hahahaha ;)
n delivery it homie ;) sooo .. d mummy was all soo excited ! ;)
n yup it wasnt juz d momma dat was excited. .d daddy .. i ordered fer him .. fountain of wealth . .a mini fountain to put at his office desk;) hahaha . n daddy called up to say .."THANK U DEAR .u shudnt haf wasted ur $ on me " .. n i goes. . " love it or nt ? dont love it can throw" .. haha .n daddy goes. " of cos la i love it . .n now my colleagues all askin u to buy for em one too ." hahahaaha :)cute la daddy .
u noe .. im always excited wen it comes to SURPRISING ppl. ;) serious. i juz love it wen d face all smiley ..wen ur al smiley it juz brightens up my day further ;) lovelove ;)
n yes ..
TUEsday ! ;)
after werk.. been SOOO LONG ..since bf fetch me at werk . wrk ended at 4pm actualy .. but i waited til 7pm cos bf was doing his bike thingie..zzz .. haha ..
n then we headed to tampz. .happen to passby boon keng. n had our sup kambing . . N I TINK tis is whre my MABOKNESS starts ..zzz .. hhahhaa ..
n then to tampz ..to collect his tankbra fer d super4 :)) n then .. to yishun dam to chill2 .. n then payin up his SAMAN n all at AXS.. n then off i head home ..;) im already feeling soo sick .didnt contact d nyt after dat . zzzz ...funny eh ?? ya i juz gotta remain tis calmness for now .. lol.
sometimes i tink its bfore PMS tingie dat makes me all so agitated.easily fedup .. n always wanted to PERAH . lololololololol !
b . at tymz i might overeact .. might b irritating .. cos i was VERY irritated. .wad im asking is .JUST dont PROBE me any further . lol .cos it wil juz spark fire ..fer real. . lol ..
stil d time spent .is loved. . tired wads not .. but i miss it sooooooooooooo . ;) lovelove..
pixies do d talkin yea ??
its a short mit up but its d quality time spend n catch up dat matters ; ) shud anyting juz update n beep me k ? pls tel me wen ya avail nextweeek aytz ;) MUACKS :) smile always hun .. :))
lovelove,
mamasita