n dats d end of d very friday :) tadahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .. ;)

my gfs asked me .. " y is it dat we dont see you having a sad and glum face everytime ? but always smiling n laughing ? "

n my answers was .. " i dont wanna make matter worst by d constant crying .. who noes im crying here all sad ? wen d other party having fun ?.. just be who u r .."

n bitch all those facts ... no matter hw a happy go lucky girl i am .. who always neva fails to makes my frens laugh ..constantly listenin to their probs ..

i juz cant face d fact dat .. i feel terrible terrible terrible ..........

;(( i juz dont understand one qn .. " WHY ? why now ? " we've seen by others as a happy couple ..most days miting up ..always hyper. .always having places to go .. always haf random idea ..crazy wacky tinkings .n ALWAYS laughing !!!!!!!!! i juz cant deny dat fact ! we r ALWAYS FOREVER laughing .. we SELDOM quarrel. .i admit dat. n TIS was d WORST quarrel .. wich i find it an excuses fer ending tis relationship ... really ..sucha lame excuse .. thou u haf ur reason ..we can always talk it out .. haizzzzzzzzzzz..

shant talkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk wen d other party juz wont knock any sense outta it ..

i missssss u .

dats it .

u dont love me anymore. i knew.

bt so wad?

i stil do ..

bt wad im afraid is ........

shud tis feeling fade away .. n wen ur hearts feels love ..

wouldnt it be a waste ?

cant we juz salvage tis love ??

love is blind ..

lovelove,

mamasita