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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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30mins felt soo much love
Monday, January 25, 2010
It was random .a surprise msg frm "HIM" at 1++pm today.
juz reach werkplace..
It definitely stopped my heart frm beating awhile ..
n suddenly d heart juz beats faster ..
my heart flip ..
Thou d message was a mere .. "hw u?" . .
i can c d effort being made .. 5 days nt contacting ... lyk SHINGZ !
many thx was wat i juz wana say ..
D i MISs Yous ..r juz far far away frm saying ..
n wad abt d I LOVE YOUs. . i teared wen i hug "him" any tighter ..
d first hug was unexplainable. he hug back .tight .. i feel d love. i can feel his heart beating. .
i freaking MISS u ..
i juz dont wish to say anyting much .. juz kept nodding ..kept agreeing .
all i eva wanted was juz . .LOOK AT D FACE. HUG HIM TIGHT . CRY ON HIS SHOULDER .N KISS ON HIS CHEEKS ..
dats juz it . i manage to fulfill it ..
its lyk a relationship floating by d river ..
Spammers hate -tag .. y ? cant u juz leave me alone n let tis heartbroken soul do some soul-searching ?
Y bother to even fake something which is untrue ?
Ask me again if i trust dat? HELL NO . doubts ? HELL NO .
should there be enuff prove n evident . .then d spammers shal win ..
bt as for now ..d HEART juz wont stop...
okiez. . .
ive ntg much to rant ..
i juz feel soo soo soo low ..
dat d sales nt even picking up . .n im nt even hitting tis mth .
wich juz as good as d answer .." ITS TIME U LEAVE RBS , NURUL HUDA" ..
im juz waiting for d time to b sentence . .
i got school today. .i skipped again .i remembered waking up .. bt to tink i slept again n dreamt of me bathing n heading to sch. .time check its already 10.30am .. an hr left n class wud b over ..
so . i rather continue sleeping .
its a mess .. my life a mess i admit .
u said to me u r special .well .in one way of another u realy r.
y cant i forget a relationship wich is juz 2years2 mths ?? wen d longest relationship i had was 3years ++? ?
mayb to u its easy .. since im only2years2mths nt 6 years lyk ur bfore ..
my answer is .. : its unexplainable hw tis love juz took control of ur life. ur juz lyk d other half of my life.my body's moving but my brain juz stop .. d whole body system stops ..
i keep asking myself again n again .. can i really c future in u?
my answer haf always been yes ..bt now it all lies to u ..
As a guy, as a bf, as a soon to b husband..can u support me? of cos i believe u get a much better job than tis ... time waits.. i can wait . its juz d HARDWORKING i juz wanna see .. .
u nid time to tink ..
i let u tink it through ..
tink it properly..
d aspects of love .. hw we met ..to hw we arrived now ..
d places u goo..d places we went .. every road ..marks a memory down d lane ..
i miss u ..i juz wait ..
With Allah's in my prayers n makes me tink n decide. ;)
amin
lovelove,
mamasita