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oVer d Pass 10 days .. updates ..
Thursday, August 20, 2009
10days have past ..n today .. as of now . .1.59am, thursday, 20th Aug 2009 typing wad d heart juz wanna rant each day juz keeps bothering her ..
Im soo tempted to juz blog each n every single thing dat happened to me .. update it wit Loads of photos i took .. be it frm d Iphone or frm d digicam .. but TIME .. time has been d ting dat ive been racing against wit .. im always short of time .. always in nick of time to go werk .. always always late for sch .. n wen wil tis change ?? juz wen ??
Soo many tings happened . .even if its juz 10days ..
depression ..sadness engulfing me .. n even pure happiness at d moment ..
n ive been continously ILL .. sick ..flu . .sorethroat .. fever ... n high temperature .. vomit after coughing badly .. n my voice juz suxs soo much :((
juz at any point of time .. ; (((
i wish to end tis .. but d body immune system juz simply cant take it ..
i had d sunday to myself ..sleeping ..since i nid dat sleep soo much . i slept frm d sat's midnight til its 5pm ..forget abt breakfast or lunch wit d pham ..lyk hw i usualy haf those . i miss those ! :((
on sat .. i decided to tag along to johor .. since it wit aunt ani n cuz aishah .. wit d pham (mum dad n lil syidah) ..;) shopping2 .. bt i didnt had mine .. : ) i was pleased for once dat i didnt shop fer unneccessarily ..didnt even exchange money fer d first tym.. cos i stayed positive to ..REALLY WANNA curb my spending myself n save save save. .save fer wad ?? fer sooo many tings !!!!
- i nidda pay fer tis university 32k.. now tell me wen wil it eva end ? juz soon i know.
- i wanna get a car asap :)
- n i wanna save fer a two-storey house ;) WOOTS . big dreams i know .
is it achievable ? wit d current pay?? no no .. thus . i nid dat DEGREE .. n get a life n move on to another job .. preferably a bank job . i duno y . bt i juz love d banking industry .. might nt b simply RBS .. i wana try out outta banks too :)
n.. .stop speaking abt myself ..
i missed celebrating .. d auspicious ..
1 YEAR 9 MONTHS ;) wit d bf ;) woots :) haha .. we simply forget ..
cos bf is tight wit his werk . n im tight wit werk n studies ..
simply mit up of 2 days in a week ? i can seriously DIE ! haha .. cos im too pampered miting him dat often then . .but now? 2 days in a week ..thou i wISH i can mit him often .. i tend to prioritze more tings . WIch is . .PRIoritizing my SLEEP .hahaha . i know i may sound uber irritating gf .. but bf juz please wen im doing dat ..cos i seriously nid ample rest.. fer tis body is juz too weak to take it anymore. .n guess wad ? mum n dad bought me tis VItaMIN pills .HAHAHA :) cute or wad .:) i simply simply apprechiate it ;)
n tomoro ..
gonna be my Business Statistics Test .. hO ho hOO ..
ask me if ive studied enuf ? - NO
ask me if im confident ? - NO
juz ask me wads wrong wit me ? - DONT KNOW
im neva EASILY tired wen it cums to study . .thou it gets tense up at tymz . .i juz know wad to do to make it right n study / revise again ..
but nOT now ... everyting seems a mess .. n i cant concentrate .. ive been tinking of personal tings .. (does nt affect d bf ) .. wich makes me uptight .scared.n even feel like dying ;(
argh ..
i hope tings gets better after friday .. like really ..
n let fasting month approach wit a bright n broaden mindset.. ; )
n on top of wich . .monday 24th .. i got Management of Accounting n Business Test! ..oh shit .
n ... 2nd September ..ders Commercial Law test ..
n SOO MANY MANY test cuming up..n oh yes Submission of OB assignments to b handed in 18th september ..
woo laa laa ..
HAPPENING RMIT UNIVERSITY !!
argh ..
okies. .
enuff of updates ..
guess at least u know whr i am now ryt ?
tight tight tight wit sch werk phamalia bf ..
n dear friends . .. d close ones especially .. sorry fer d MIA yea ...will catch up pretty soon : 0
miSsEs ::))
lovelove,
mamasita