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Raya oh Raya. . . .
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Warning: ever longest post ever;) hehs pheeewW.
its been uber long since i really update .. blogged ma heart out .
to all d fans der .. sorry yar.. haha. . ala ala mamasita fan club . .lol !
i was procrastinating .n .i didnt noe . dat BLOGGING can b sucha " U NEED TO BLOG OKIE!!" to a "OK i Juz Blog It out randomly " .. get wad i mean aye? ?
well .. it has always been my pleasure to blog ..
reality speaking fer itself . .
bt due to d past few days mundane days .. i wasnt in a mood fer it ..
sOo. hw does RaYa First day GOEs like fer ma pham ??
it was Oh sOOo bLuEeYYyyYYyY turQoisE bAbYYy dayy ! :) hehs . lizzie ! SUKER ? fav. color ! hahaha ..nahs okie .random . cos all tis little2 tings make me tink of ma love ones .. ha ha .
well . .. it wouldnt b complete .without pixies ryt ??
here you go!!! hahha ;)
at homie ..to d grandpaps homie @ tamps .. d first house ..like then ..
p/s : fer ya info .. d raya outing dat me .daddy .&. mummy is wearing was already ready -made -to-order .. few months LAST YEAR before dear bro pass away .. :*( ..
n since it was fated dat way .. d phamaly agreed dat we shudnt celebrate raya ..fer d year 2007 ... so der .. it was a damn mundane . boring . filled wit ntg . bt sadness .
sooo .. d thot of even wearing dat clothes is not in our mind ..so we left it aside ..to rot in d cupboard .
n in a year's time .. here i m .. wearing it ..after a year ++ nt trying it out !
n its freaking TIGHT !! n freaking uneasy . .bt juz bcos its oh soo beautiful . i cant help bt to look glamorous still ; ) hahahahha :)
@ grandpap homie itself . ..n tis year .. i felt its d VERY LAST YEAR i can get coLLection .. hahah! since .prolly next year i b werking . .or even prolly b studying in University .. insyAllah ..
bt im njoying d very Wednesday .. 1st October itself .. .
bt bfore dat ..
on d 30th September 2008 ..
would like to wish my dearest cutie auntie ogy .. HAppIest Bdae .. msg was sent . .n ur prezzie is on hold .. ehs.. hahah :)
n on d very 1st October ..
midnight .. i tink i swear im gonna rememember it vividly in my mind .. n it juz stay der ..
raya 2008 .. .
two slaps fer d ONLY dearest bro left ..
tell me . . wad wrong haf i done?
tell me . .is tis wad u call .. "apprechiating my very own only sis n only sibling left? " ?
tell me .. y r u contradicting urself ?
tell me .. y r u being soo offensive n stubborn ?
tell me .. do u love me? or do u hate me enough ?
tell me .. y r u crying after slapping me ?
tell me .. u noe urself dat siblings can neva b separated .. n we even promise ..whres d promise ?
tell me .. wheres lies ur sincerity ?
tell me .. is money worth more than ur sis ?
tell me .. is ego gonna make u HAPPY at d end of d day?
tell me .. whad do u exactly feel wen u hit me Again n again ?? wen it wasnt even my fault ?
tell me .. u said u cant stand wen ur being provoke .. bt bro, question ur INNER self .. will u??
tell me .. tell me ..tell me tis ..tell me tat .. ders soo many things i wanna u to tell me ..
yes .. tis neva end .. then ..wen we quarrel .. i tot its all settled ..
u noe. .i neva fail to tell u .. " I love u bro "
i neva fail to do dat .. cos then .. wen i hug late bro .. i fail to tell him dat DAT frequently dat now im regreting it . .i hug him tight . . onli wen im in probs .. b it relationship thens .. or even stress wit school .. he hug me tight .. wit his warmth . it was a relieve frm all those stress .. Y ?? cos i feel d love ..
i neva compared u n late bro .. i stopped comparing . .cos i know d difference of both individuals ..
both are special . both are my lovingly bro i wud neva eva trade fer anyone .. i promise u dat .. ive always did ..
if u tink then dat im siding an outsider .. my lover .. n wen u quarrel wit dear boyfwen .. i hate interference .. im sorry to say dat .. bt ive shoot it out .. bt u on d other side . i tot u wud understand .. n nt b uber sensitive .. bt its not . .its U tInking im AVoidIng u ?
hello .. y wud i wanna avoid u ?? wen i love u d most ?? its juz dat. i apprechiate it then .. if u were to leave me on my own wit my love one .. things wud haf change then .. if u didnt haf brought din to d homie .. bt through all dat. .i had a hard time wit din then .. it was HARD TIME ... ;( i was depressed .at dat moment of time .. bt u? u were having fun wit ur lover .. did i stop ? HELL NO . u c. . dats d main difference .dat i keep telling myself ..to b strong n face al tis ..
alhamdulillah .. wit much prayers said .. din truly understand me . .trying to fit in d family ..d parents loving him .n brought hIm out fer lunch..im glad.. dat i even try my very best to fit in his family ..getting all wel wit his siblings .dat im oh so -kam-ching-ho wit his siblings now .im grateful .. very grateful indeed. soo soo many tings happen in my coming 11 months of relationship wit dear boyfwen.. prolly again . .all tis ..comes down to one ting . .u brought us closer .yes u bro .. im grateful .. many many thankx .
n i hate arguements .
especially wen i hafta argue wit u. .
hell .. tis post .suppose to b d VERY happy moments wich im about to share sooner ..
bt until all tis is being said n through wit .. then i b satisfied ..
its juz JUZ now ..
u were asking me to apologise to u..monday .. 6th october ..
midnight .dat was it .. wats my answer???
" y wud i ? wen u d one who slap my blardy face twice? "
hehs . .
wen e parents ..didnt even slap my face .WHO are u ??? TELL ME ..WAD MAKES U TINK u can slap my pretty face ! argh !
i cried badly ..on d night of hari raya ... while other ppl are happily .. prolly celebrating ..
;((
u are mean bro .. i swear i hate u soo much !
bt neva did i say i want to stop tis bro -sis sibling tingie . .
u keep saying .. " ur my onli sis.. n ur behaving tis way " .. wad abt u ??
arghh !!
i tink i shal juz stop it here . wadeva dat i say it out tonight to u ..was all fact . either u accept it n change ur attitude. . or u be tis way d way u r . n keep losing friends n love one ..
look . .ur maturing .. n suppose to b even wiser ..
lastly bro ..
im SORRY im being fucking rude to shout it all out ..shout my heart out .. (nt literally shout) ..
im SORRY if my werds r freaking harsh dat u cant accept it ..cos u noe y .. only by all these harsh werds it werk on u..
im SORRY i made u cry .. made u cry ..dat u tink ur losing a sister too ..
im SORRY ..
if sorry dat u want soo much .. i am really am sorry . .i know ur reading my blog . .most of d tym ..
n ive said it all out .. at least .. i felt better now ..
i dun mean to humiliate u.. bt thru tis .. its a form of communication fer us ? speak ur mind at ur blog then bro .. im waiting ..
SOOOO BACK ! to RAYA-ING ..
first day was rayaing to 8 HomIEs .. woohOo!!
richh girll babehh i am ! ahhaha :)
was wit cuzzie fiz all along . . n pls ehs fiz. .kakak nurul dun wanna c any more fights. .n ur a grown up tooo dude .. b a man . .n A MAN DONT FIGHT .. THEY juz FIGHT FER JUSTICE .. bt NOT literally fight .. u noe ..at tymz .. GIVING WAY DOESNT MEAN U LOSE TO IT already .. bear dat in mind yea .
Second day . .thursday !
was AWESOME !
cos .. i getta mit my late bro !!! plus ALL ma late aunties n uncles .. late grandma n grandpa ..even great great great ones ..
; )))) IM SOO HAPPY .cos i getta say my prayers . .bring em flowers. .tie em new cloth .. n they are all soo super nice n clean .n fresh .. n till we mit again ..:((
i dunoe .. its juz always soo sad .wen i haf to leave d cemetery premise .. prolly u tink IM WEIRD to always visit d late ones wit dear bf .. infact .its like a hobby then ryt?? yeah .. cos u noe .. i always tink dat. .dat wud b d vEry place where we b staying FOREVER ..; (( oh wells ..
n after wich was .. .
heading to jurong point to eat !
n i oh soo wanna treat d parents !! bt daddy was switt ..to ask me to keep my colletion money .ha hahaha .
at last .. i ended up wasting it all on HAMMSTEERRRR STUFF !! hahahaah !
ALOT OF stuff i bought at pet station !haha .lucky ders NO BOYFWEN .cos fer shure he'll stop me ! WKAKAKAKA :) hmm ..prolly i tink i really do pamper my lil cuties .:) bt its ok i gues .:) so long they r happy . n im .happy .. ;) he he he ..
n even dat second day of raya night ..
was heading to d old people homies ..
;) n supper @ sembahwang rubiah restaurant .. by d esso .. ha ahah :)
CHEESE MUSHROOM PRATA taste SOOo GOOOD !! ha hah ..
k stop it sak wit munching huda! wakaka ..
snored n snored. .
n friday ..
third day of raya ...
suppose to b schooling . .bt i didnt .. wasnt in d mood fer it yet ..
sooooooooo .. i was like .. 9 to 5pm wit d boyfwen !! :)
watching dvds was OH SOO random love ..bf get d SimpsOns episode . n its oh soo funny! HAHAHHA .serious sia ..n d in between interval was OH SOO PLEASURE .. hahaah !
n bf .. i tink i really felt dat soo much love frm u .. wen we r really side by side.. wen i cud really smell n feel ur breathe .cuddle u all time . .dang .. i love bf !! u makes me high time n again .;)) lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove youuu soooooooo much b!
no pixie fer d day .cos we r oh . soo . tight .wit soo.many.things .hahahah !
cam PAH okie .;) wakak ...
SATurday .. d fourth day of raya ..
d late afternoon wakie2 .. since i promise her to get her cushion .. der i m . .@ 2 pm @ causeway point .. wit lil syidah .;) since she help me out alot . was really shopping alot of thingie wit her .. splurge on tis on dat.. HAHA .. raya money half gone ! WAKKAKA :) bt u tink im bothered wit money ?? d fact dat i DUN even cared n count my money ..cos to me .. HAPPINESS cant b bought by MONEY . like seriously !!! ; )
bought choco drops + some vitamins thingie fer d HAMSTER AGAIINn! wkakakaak ! ;)
more OREO CHEESECAKE YoUgart + OREO CRUSH MILKSHAKE Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! hahaha :)
n lil syidah was enjoying her time spending it wit me ..dat she was like .." can we keep on shopping please please please " . .WELLL ... u can! after ur exam ! haha . n i promised u High SchOOl Musical 3 .. watch it with abg din on d 30th october okie ! ; ) u juz dun b naughty or it b CANCEL ! ha hahh a; )
n d nyt.. was .. visitors moments ;)
pixies @ ma homie . .d wak abu's family + rahim's family :) he he he
of wich . .it was ..d three gor-geous ..ladies !! hahahahah :) suker suker suke ! haha ;)
ma lovely cuzzins .kiki .. kak nisa . .mamasita ; )hahahaha :)
n .. we were at bro's homie ..116 ..few blocks away frm ma homie ..
n dat homie is rented to ma uncle man . .wich im soo close wit . havoc uncle of mine .h ahaha
n dat very night tooo .we stil go out ! WAKKAKA .wit ma uncle man . n wife .
wit d parents .. visiting raya AGAIN .wakakak :)its oh soo neva ending ..lol!
n tis is picture taken @ geylang's coffeshop by d road. wakakak :) havoc . .supper supper supper ..im having great supper each day! yeyy !lol
SUNDAY love .. fifth day of RAYA !
d morning was awaken by grandpa ..who reach homie @ 11am ..
when NONE of us was awake .except fer momma .who was bz preparing food fer grandpa .WAKAKA: ) grandpa was back frm johor like normals n brought us great food ..yippie .. i LOite ..lol !
d awaiting ... heading to ma kecoh cuzzins homie ..
d otws .. n @ cik ani's homie . ma another fav. cuzzins gengs ! wkakaakak:)
bt bfore dat was at cuz kikie's homie ..
n its soooo funny wen kiki kept showing me d old old pixies of me ..
GOSH ! i didnt noe i was a hot stuff back then .. even wen im wit d family . .d mothers side .WAKKAKA .
wen i was a BABY .. dat was it . sooo d glamourous ..wit d retro specs ..dresses wich i love to wear .. n d Oh soo funny stories of me . .wen i was a baby ..gosh. .i sWeaR i LOVE growing up. .
cos wit al these challenges ahead .. n facing them . i KNOW .. im learning ..at every difficulty i face .. wit perseverence ..
@ cik ogy's n cik ani's homie ; )
bt tis year ..too bad ..we all didnt raYa together ..as in first day go out together like last TWO years .. :( bt its okie . .at least we stil meet .n stil HAPPENING AS EVER !! wakak .
n yes .. AYU dearest ..
10th OCTOBER .i KNOW ! ur birthday !! lol !mit me OKIE ! to grab ur pressent ! hahha . .BANKRUPT AKU ! lol !! ;)
n aishah switheart .. aka SHASHA .. please ehs ..study SMARt okie . .n i know u can make it .. b confident bt nt over confident . .haf faith in urself. .! O levels n N levels r d one dat wil determine wad u gonna b in near future . .so . DO UR VERY VERY BEST switheart !
n wen u get to excel . .im soo gonna treat u too k: )promise !!! hahahaha ;0 once i werk la ehs ! lOL ! :)
n fifi dear .. dun kental2 slenge2 der okie .haha .i know u very giler. u too ..study hard okie ! beat ur sisters !!! hahaha :) i know u can make it . .pay attention in cls ehs !! haha .
n lil iqah switie ..kak nurul love u tooo switie .. ur sucha cuddly little girl dat i tink i can hug u like a bear ! hahha .take care of ur hammy .. n ur hammy is oh soo immitate u ..lol!.soo cute !!
n then homie time was already late .
n visitors again .tis time it was dad's fwen .. ;)
im soo soo dead beat ..
by d tym im sleeping .n snoring .it was .2+am ..
n waiting n wishing dat bF wud wake up earlier d next morning to top up his card . .ha ha ha .
cos its seriously VERY irritating wen bf is unreachable @@ irritating dok ! wakkak:)
cos U NOE n I NOE . i miss u alot .n i gt alot to talk to u ! hehs;)
bt .guess wad??
bf was all soo swit .to wake up SOO darn early @ 4+AM .. to surprise me n gif me a call .
bt too bad .iM ASLEEP.
ha ha h haah! k la .sory ar geng .
beh i was too tired dat i neva even hear d hp ring dat loud
wkakaak . bt then again ..THANKX BABY fer d SURPRISE .. WOW ! ha haa ha. k la .sory sarcastic ..LOL !! hahahaha
n today !!! ..
MONDAY ..d SIXTH DAY of raya . .
is . .
BACK TO SCHOOL DAY !
hahah .
i am late fer class. >AGAIN ! shit .late twice .. n skipped thrice or twice .ferget . ! ; ((
bt i know i cant skipped anymore .bt d ting is . i know i cant skipped .bt i juz cant help bt to SKIP .
wakkaka .u get wad i mean ? yea . .bt i doubt u do ..
today was IT security management .
honestly d topic is interesting . .cracking of codes here n der.. n we hafta get d basic right bfore proceeding ..bt d ting is . i missed d basics .. n im really struggling ..die !!
n wads even best was .. having soo many ppl to chat at one time ..
daeng . vanessa . shida . nad . haris . mag . janice . jamilah
n it juz soo sooo funy .. wen today is RANDOM . I Love SAMBAl fish . .n i get it fer breakfast .. bt it taste weird .n different ..HAIYA ..must change fav. food already ! wakaak .
bt D MILK TEA is still MY ALLTIME FAV.! woohoo!
was having breakfast wit ma breakfast madness babes ;)
mag. janice .nad .shida .. n unfortunately michelle wasnt der cos shes werking ..well michelle if ur reading tis .. GET WELL SOOOOOOON okie n dun werk until ur well okie! n PLEASE CUM FER LESSON ! hahaha . ok i noe im in no position to ask u come fer lesson . .bt u really skipped alot dear !! u dun siao okie ! must cia yo together ! ;) love love love em ; )
n class was havoc.
to chat wit daeng ..oke .. his name is RIZAM ..
n its funny dat we can communicate dat well ..
to talk abt hamsters . abt our cars . action2 abit ar .gossip abt faci .
n of all d tings .we talk abt SHIT ! wakka .
cos i sooo wanna shit .. dat randomly .. he ask me wad im doing ..
n der i goo . ." i wanna shit ar"
wakakakak : )
n describing .. WEN d BEST MOMENTS to shit . ha hh ahh .
funny laa . ehs ! dun action k .. .gt car license .. action!! i also haf la ! hahahaha :) siao !lol!
n we talking abt "JANGGUT" of d faci .. n he was like .suddenly terasa n talking abt his janggut ..
then i was laughing loudly ..oreadi! WKKAKAKA.cos i didnt noe he haf janggut too ! WKAKA
k la .. janggut doesnt mean TUA okie .. LOL ! sachok pe ! in thing wad now .WAKKAKAAKKA :) k go ..sorry .maaf zahir batin . nasib tengah raya lagi ! wakakakak ;)
p/s: janggut is mustache (wadeva its spelt ;p)
then then then . . was mit up wit belo haris . . wit nad ..
n then gg to bookshop accompany him buy drink . .RAndOMness yea .
n back to class .
was ...
BZ AGAIN ! waakaak .research n research . .
n then ..VAN surprise me in my clas ! wakakakak .;)
SOO SWIT RYT HER ! i know !! hahahah :)
n wads best was .. .
accompany her fer lunch ..pity her dat she hafta wait til lunch then eat . .
wait fer me .. HO HO HO . .sorry ehs dear .. hahahah !
n then in d midst of lesson . .we kept msning .. like normal .
wakakak .
gossiping .. disturbing each other ..n yadaydyay .. then she surprise me with . .
NICE OR WAD !! ahhah
n i made tis fer us ! hahaah
i KNOW im SWEET! hahaahh :)
n to d boyfwen ..
mohamed salahuddin ..
UR A PRISONER To MY HEART ! ha hahaha h.;)
nice ehs ur face .
smoke summore kena locked up ! LOL !! hahaah .
its juz plain riduculous man ur face b! hahaahhah :) bt i loite ! cos ur stil ma baby bucuk! lol !
awww
AM I HOT OR WADD ! hahahaah
potrait of u n me ;) awww ;)
n i love u switie ..
u noe . .in clas .. i cant help bt to tink of u most of d tym .
nt wanting u to disturb u during sleeping time .bt i stil do call u .. bt i know u juz wont answer cos ur snoring badly ..argh !!
then as class end .. u called : )WEEHEE .
n im on e way back homie to put ma bag ..then off to werk ..@ 6pm .. ;)
n told shida to come to ma werkplace ..
TO SIGN UP !! hehee .;)
n she was soo swit la !
to sign up 20bux .. gif her d friend referral promo tingie . .3bux fer herself n me ;) WEEEHEE !!
THANKS LA SEY SHIDA fer helping me wit d signup .. u keep ur werds babeh !! ha ha hahah :)
n njoy ur shows ehs ! hahaha .
well .there were too many funny moments happen today btween me n shida ..
juz TOO MANY !! hahaah .ALL HAVOC FUCK i tell u !wakaak .k stop vulgarities .wakakak .
1.bfore school ..was to her cls ..giving her bdae present . .lol .. face was PRICELESS-ly STOINK ! hahaha ..
2.she chilled at ma werkplace .. frm 7pm till i end werk .. n we had dinner together at MACdonalds ;)
3.trying my i-tot-wasabi-not-hot-bt-it-goes-thru-my-nose ! HAHAHAHAHA
4.SiaKs lizard by d window .dat makes shida melatar .
5.irritating motors mcriders .. fwens of mine . wich gone . ARGH ! i cant b bothered niemore . hahaha ..n nt fergeting d irritating cibai minah . .wich U JOLLY WELL STOP SMILING at ma BF ehs !! last warning ! haahahha
..
N YAdaydaydaydaydyyya . .
SOO MANY funny tings happen . .
n i suppose to b surprising dear bf at hIs werkplace .
n i was like . . dun mind nt miting Him fer a day .cos wed n thurs im all his . .hahahha .
n then then then then ..
i wAs farking shocked n surprise tooo !
dat BF at werk ..@ YEW TEE ! he came over to MACDONALD KHATIB! hah aahahhahaha
ARGHHH ! i feel like shouting ar .. hahaha .
shida was like .. " din ... its din ..!!"
wakakak .
i tot she was joking .bt NO ..shida's AWAKE ! wkaakakak :)
n its seriously IS MY BF ! goodness .. b . .u soo crazy ! soo mad ! soo sucha surprise bf ! wakakaka ;) I LOVE U MORE LA B !
n wads even BESterestestest .. .
he bought my fav.cheesy pizza !! plus its a set summore..wit bEEfBAlls .. Wit harshbrown n chicken wings ! HE H EHE HE HE . .
awww aawww awww ..
a biG AWww !! hahaa .
n shida thx fer waiting a while upstairs . while i accompany dear bf to his bike fer ciggie smoke a while n send him off .
awww ..
n then . .our stories continue n continue .
n it juz seems NEVA ending stories to tell ..
haha . gosh shida ..seriously .thankx fer d night !ur happening babe ! welcome to d giler clan ! wkaakakakak :)
:)) switt swiit swiit ehs . i kNOW i kNOW i KNOW lahs SWIT ! wakakak ..
n gues wad ??
u wanna noe hw long it takes me to blog tis whole entry ??
ITs Freaking 2 hrs 20mins ; )
DANg !!
k go ..
to d bf ..thanxk soo much fer d swit surprise .
i love it b! ahhaa .nextym dun hafta do dat k ..cos i confirm gonna expect more than dat .WAKKAKA .
NO LAH .bT please k .nextym DO MORE OF DAT ! wakakaka ;)
i love u sayang .
love u soo much .
K GO . b .. im sorry if my mepek i tot u dun love me dat much . .
NOW i know d whole truth abt me dat . WEN I DUN / NEVER mit u fer JUZ one day . i start my nonsense n rant nonsense . .lol ! soo bear wit me ;) HAHAHAHA ;)
bt u noe i love u more than anything .:)
hearts u baby :)
MWAcks .
love,
mamasita