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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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im missing you abg mamat .
Saturday, July 26, 2008
dear abang mamat (late bro),at tis point of time .. at a state of solitude .. im crying like a baby .. i dunno y tis feelings of sudden bad tempered had an adrenaline rush towards me .. i tink im dying.. dying frm missing you dat much ..ppl tell me .. get over u ..let u rest in peace.. i know u r in peace naw ..bt i cant seem to find someone who i can really TALK mA hEArt out wit ..someone who can juz barely look me in e eye n knows whrs d problem lie .. someone who cud take me far away n had mOSt of ma wishes granted .. thou it takes time .. bt d effort u've put in dat much ..;'( im missing you dear abg mamat ...
to sob n b wet in tears truly doesnt help i know..bt at least. ..im relieve therafter.. bt trust me .. its just fer a short period of time ..;'(( each nyt before sleep i said ma prayers fer u .. n each time i turned to check d time..i tink of u..d tot of wearing yar everlast watch makes me feel closer @ heart to u..
things change . .well .. you change bro .. i mean you ..yes you ma eldest bro ... either u notice it or not .. bt im nt much in talking terms wit u .. rumours had it .. i wish i can juz listen n ferget abt it .. bt i cant possibly do so .. wen others r talking abt U!! yes YOU !! of cos late bro is irreplaceable .. bt did i mention a thing abt i dun care or i dun love u ? NO !!
i love u both equally .. d fact dat .. prolly then , late bro grew wit me all along .teaching me tis n tat of life .. LEaRning Abt LIfE ..n we drifted then . d fact u moved out n haf ya own family then ... its kinda interesting .. bt things change alot .. we went thru ups n down as a pham .. oh yes.. we do hate our parents at time .. naggy ..? grumble ? expectation? freedom?
bt wad are we at the end of e day ?? its a thing to b put at thot ...
p/s : i love . n i miss .you. d ol' good times ;"(((
missing,
nurul huda