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unexpectedly.awesome.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
ive got too much to update taday.fam.school.lovelife.friends.
dang !
well.
fam.
i had a hard tym .very .
bt i tink after much consideration.
running away from home .wud do me no good .
d fact dat . at e end of e day .
I B AT E LOSING END .wen it cums to e parents.
n i wonder . hw . late bro able to stay put fer 27 years under one roof !
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
i cried too much these few days .
not these few days .
it's been a hELL of ONE WEEK crying .
n ive tired maself ..
well .do anybody noe ???
HELL .
only d LOVES ...
again .dun ask me if YOU dont seem to know .
cos d thing is .U dun bother to ask okie . besties ? hehs ?? dang !
yesterdae was horrid .
i hate papa fer e fact dat he slaps me.thrice.
matter of fact .im rude.
another FACT .he's upset over sumthing else.
bet . dat . u dun haf to conclude to resulting me to vent all ur anger on daddy !
n it HURTS lyk fark !
dearest bro . .
i guess i texted you while im @ sch n hopefully it change ur mind .
& im happy to hear dat u willingly am gonna stay put & b by myside @ homie.
ma werds r harsh.bt u dunoe hw it hurts me deeply.if i were to lose another IMPORTANT person in my lyf.
u hugged me tight.u wipe ma tears dat keep falling.
u told me to study hard.well. after al tis .
n u say u wanna leave ?
nt juz e pham .. even ME ? leaving ME??
wheres ur promise bro .. wheres all d love ..
dont break us apart . emo shitshead i m naw ..
i tink ive gone thru . alot . to b wise . to head ur advice to not RuN aWAY fRm homE .
n bet . not u . nobody leaving tis home sweet home .. promise me dat . ;(
bro .. can i juz one thing ?
i love u too much to lose you .
& teared to much .
dat i ended up cudnt wake up to a pathetic same ol boring naggy busines proces modelling lesson.
dat i DEADLY cant wake up !
hehs .
bt i stil haf to turn up to sch fer SALES MANAGEMENT TEST . duh !
in d midst of waiting fer test ..
after mit up wit nad fer lunch..
i had a short trip to la la la la la .. sSHhsHSHhHHHH ;) hehs..
& i managed to reach rp on tym; ) woooahseyy !; )
& test was manageable .im loving it :) woohooo!
naw .cum d best part .
lovelife .
hehs? wad r we?
n ur answer to it .
"WE ARE E CHAMPION OF E WORLD" .
wad e hell !!!
u noe . i soo feel lyk spanking ur ass .
honestly .dont live in denial baby. hehs .:)
& met SALAHUDDIN @ boon lay ..
n he was one minute early before d MAT MAT CIVIL DEFENCE as fer ma no .; ) hehs; )
well .. der isnt any nned to ramp ur bike baby ;) hhahAHahah :)
i sense jealousy ..WOO LA LAAAAA .. ;) hahaah
& he bring me toooooooooooooooooooo...
randomly . sEAh IM food centre !
fer ma MEE THAKSIN ! hahahahah :)
hmmm . .kenape awak baik ehs ?lain macam aje ! HAHAHAH !: )
& eat n eat .n eat .n talk .n talk .n talk .wen bf made e eerie face of someone's at ma back.
& i turned . OUTTA super SHockEd + SurPriSe .to see . Aqilah !!!!
ahhaahah ! wad e hell lah !!! stop it sak muker .n actions .last warning ehs !ahha :)
n her fwen was der too .shits i ferget her name .. hahah :) anyway darlings ;)
BALIK2 Muker KAU ! hahahaah !
bt i love our bondings;) b it in cls or Msn :) hahahaha ;) sshHH . secrets aside k aqilah :) ahahha :) BE hOnouRed TAU tak ! ahhaah :)

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damn . i tink its been long .since we last took a pic .
hmm .. i miss dat . oreadi .. ; )
olryt olryt .
e fact dat .
ma ego sux big tym .
IM SORRRYYY BOYFWENNNN !
wad la you .make me do dis !
i initiated too many .. of ... breakups .. n YOU .. initiated..too many ... assumptions ..
well . .u noe wad ?
i tink i wanna stop all ma vulgarities .woolala .. can i? of cos =) bet dat !
afterwich ..
we head to ..
atok's homie ;) NYEAHHAAHAHHA !
tok : da lame tk nampak kau ?
me : beh din tk kasi tgk !
tok look at din & smilled : ehs ?
din(bf) : saje jeee ..
HAHAH ! n i love making bf all smiling weirdly . CAIR R BABE ! haha ;)
n pushing e blame to him was all way too fine ; )haahah :) xoxo

n WE PLAY ChEckeRs ... okie.pix was of atok(grandpa) n bf
OKIE BF ..
round 1 .. i won okIE .then u play cheat by mixin all e things together . pantat u .
n.
round 2 .. u won. bt ya ya ya. .MAIN TIPU ! hahaha :) blueks !
n i swear i cant believe it i lost to a SMALL kID !
okie she's no longer a kid lahs .bt she's lyk always der wit tok n SHE FLIRTS wit ma bf keep msging him .wad e hell siak .nasib TK LAYAN si pantatcine tu ! lenyek u baru tau r~ hahaha

face. ala ala stress . HAHAH

yey ;)
me . bf grandpa . mei ling .
n yes .dats e girl . ai yo yoooo .. ahhaha ;0
& tok said im good at checker too . juz dat im nt observant enuf ..
oh my. n B ! u n ur stinky mouth to keep saying i lose .
lose confident tau tk ! pantat sey !! kan da kalah ! malu tau tak !!!!geram pon ader ! hahaha :)

damn ..
she's grown !!
hahaha :)
gues wad?
she's 6th MONTHS year old :)
woooAhs !
u noe y ??
wen i was introduce by bf to seeing his grandpa . .
dat was lyk d day she was born .
of wich .
its our ANivErsARY ;) hahahhaha :)
damn .was she cute n adorable or wad .. ; )
I LOVE BABIES LAHS !
i want ONE !!
okie .but NO .nt NAW .crazy !
hahahaha ;)
n bet .bf said shes a gangsta baby .ada tiam R woii ! ahhahaha :)
cute or wad sia .;) i seriously pity cute babies lyk her to b made lyk dat ..damn .
wads happenin to e world sey .
homie tym ..

= ))

dats wad its cal .
fake kisses. HAHAHA !

& ala ala i want .i dont want .
WAD E HELL LA B ! hahaha :)
bt boy ..were you great or wad .tonyt ;)
ur kisses run down my spine .
HAHAHAHAHAHAAH !
pantat ! diam !

stil, its me . ur la mamasita dat ur dating wit .

& yeye !
it's daddy's ipod alarm clock .cum .speaker. cum. charger.
cum antique thingie dat he JUZ bought wen we head to johor d weekends .
n since he cant bring it to his office cos he said its super disturbing.
he's giving it to me ;)
wich i seriously dun quite need it .
BUT yea . i dun mind RECEIVING IT :) HEHS :)
hmmm . .must b ways to say sorry .
papa .. i noe u well enuf okie ..
n yea .. i did ma job . as a pham ..
neither wud i wanna c any of us break apart .. ;)
la la la la la la ...
tomoro goonna b a long day..
nt sure if im gonna b wrking nt ..
c to it first ..
bt ..
tomoro is .
CHECK UP DAY .
arghh !
i hope .
i hope .hope .hope .
tings gonna b really fine ..
; (
argh . im scared . enuf .
& honestly . i cant bare to face up . to my sicknes ..
again .
u stil b clueless to it dearies ;)))))
pray fer me well . = )
loves,
mamasita