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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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did u eva ?
Sunday, March 16, 2008
prolly its juz e PRE-menstrual period . bt hell yea ..
i gotta speak
it was yesterdae e 14th wen bro was out to johor .
wahhss .. skali melancong johor sey !
wit eda n pham ;0 hmmm ..da mcm in laws plak ;p super cute la they both ..
eda n her laughters dat goes WAKAKAK .super loudly ! it sure does makes me cackle ! hahaah!
oh yea.
i was teling mummy d otha day ..
to give some space n freedom to dear bro .
since i heard e parents grounded him frm gg out .
unless wit someone whom he noes . n e pham noes .whr he's safe to go out wit .
n being his sis .. without him knowing .
i told mama nt to treat him lyk a kid no more .. n let him b free .
n i didnt noe it was too sudden .
dat bro actualy left .
to johor wit eda .
i was lyk .."WOAHS".
cos it has always been e normal routines whr i b miting bro lyk everyday.
n he waits fer me after werk to munch wit me fer ma darn late dinner .
n i miss dat !
n e fact dat .
i swear . i was a lil heartbroken .
wen bro DIDNt even text me dat he b away to johor ; (
okie bro .if ur reading tis.hear me naw .then neva .
im super pissed dat u were away .
away frm e pham .away frm me especially .
nt dat im ur wife or ur gf.
but look .. ive already treated u lyk late abg md . e one whom i turned to ALWAYS !
i remember wen abg md told me dat he b marrying kak fiza soon.
n gues wads my response ?
'i teared infront of him n he hugged me tight'
n i told him "i cant live without you n wen ur away.things gonna change"
n he promise me that things NEVA gonna change.
well.til naw.u did keep ur promise.a little. neva fergetting ur responsibilities as a bro.
bt THINGS SURE DOES CHANGE dear late bro . ; (
i cried nt becos of e fact dat ur mArryiN to sis fiza.
i cried cos i noe i b losing u in e pham . nt losing a bro .losing someone whom i turn to EVERYNYT @ e balcony talking n talking . n u having more responsibilities.
n if u can eva take it .
; (
bt i noe .i juz haf to stop .being soo childish .n move on.
n tell myself b strong . cos ur nt leaving uS.
ur juz haf to live e life u want to live.
everyone's getting married.n i cant stop u frm marrying.
oh gosh ..
n dear bro rohemi ..
its juzz feel sooo nice seeing u all happy @ johor wit UR love ones .
i wish i cud b in d picture too .
bt a wish is always a wish ryt .
i love seeing u b happy out der .
bt al i ask fer.
it hates n shattered me seeing u SMOKE wen I NOE UR STIL IN PAIN .
damn .
i noe to QUIT its nt easy.
bt TRY . its al i ask fer .
n seeing u blog ur heart out abt smoking freely . wooahs .; (
its killing me .
no .i dun haf a say . i noe .
bt being ur lil sis .. is dat MUCH dat i ask fer ?
I WANT U SPEEDY RECOVERY !
i want u ALL fit to travel n bring me n d phamalia around !!
i HATE seeing u gg to n fro to hospital wit mama .
nt dat we can escape frm those appointments.
bt i juz want it to AN END .
an end to gg hospitals. it aches alot .
i hate seeing myself CLINGING to one .
e bf . e bro . e pham .
bUT REallie .
tis wad ive gt .
wad im left wit .
dun shattered tis heart n feelings no more .
plss ... :(
n i was bloghopping .clicking n clicking .
wen it cums to a STOP .
to e late bro blog .
; ( i cant stop to cry .
reading wad he wrote. at dat point of tym . hw he matures n grow to b a man .
well .
one day ..dear readers ..
if im away .. if im gone ..
keep reading ..
wads left of me .. : (
cos i tink dats wads best of me ..
my archives : )
d beautiful love memories i had .experiencing.knowing one afta another.
it tauhgt me a great deal .a lesson to learnt. one afta another.
n i matured afta in every relationship.
n e beautiful family ..
e beautiful dearest fwens ive gt ..
aww ..
simply put to word.
dats wad all i gt ; )
loves, : (
mamasita