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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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uberly.ecstatic.dat ends wit.depression.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Y must der b sadness wen everytym happiness is engulfing US .y ?
A question i ponder to bt seriously. fate has always been e answer to it .
it was on e 2nd february 2008 .
HAPPIEST **th BDAE mama!! =)
frm e days of high n lows of searching fer mummy's prezzent.to undecisive places whr we wanna had our dinner.
at last .it ended up to Seoul garden .@ causeway point .;)
it was fantastic . ! awesome . ! everybody was super ecstatic . e family members was all der .super punctual . plus e fav uncle man was der too . a pity tat his wife cudnt tag along .
bt its ayt .
e onli thing dat i wanna make sure was .
MAMA had a blast on e very **th bdae !=)
i made a video ABouT her .n bought her a bracelet @ helen . e al tym glamour shoppe she loooveed to splurge on. n al tis infact e video itself .is enuf to made tears rolling .bt dats nt wat i meant . shes juz super touch . = ) oh mama .i love u sooo ! =))
e phamalia part 1 .
e phamalia part 2 . cum e phamaly itself .;)
plus .e late unc .
n e very dangerous rides home .drifting wit papa.
cos im riding sis in law car . n papa riding e uncs car .;)
oh it juz feels SOO GOOD to BEAT papa . prolly nt at tracks yet . bt at roads ;)
oh it feels .. " I JUZ WON VICTORY PAPA " huhu :)
u noe ur babygirl a racer ryt daddy :) nyeahahha !!
wit e jepunlicious .
ouh .i shant elaborate e VERY exciting DAY of mummy bdae .
cos right naw .e very moment .
im feeling . NO .its .WE R FEELING super super farking depressed .
n i cant helped but juz to pray n continuously pray .
n gues wads e disheartening story ?
Ma ONLI BRO dats left in tis world .e very BIG BRO i had .
had met a very serious accident . @ lower seletar . skidded. himself .
@ ryt naw .TIS very moment . he's critical . in ICU .
sayy WAD ???
ur not believing tis ? ME TOOO!!!!!!!!
i hate it sooo much wen all tis hafta happen . mishap one after another .
i cant help to tink n stil being traumatized by e very latest incident of late bro .
wads more than tis ?
dear bro ...
get well VERY SOON yea !
i miss u truckloads!!! i WANNA talk to u BADLY!! dun b irrational !! oh dear . I M HERE bro .
WE LOVE U ALOT .darn LOT !
n u noe . wads e sadest & touching thing is .
he's soo uber weak n soo cant write .. dat he actually SOOO WANted to write .
n gues wad he wrote ?
" MUM, I LOVE U " !!!!
are u touch by dat? oh my . tears roll continuously .
dear abg emi .. u must fight tis . u must b strong . i noe ur way stronger than defeating tis .i noe u can . i noe u can pull through . it jus break tis very little heart e moment i step to e icu room .seeing u lying restlessly . holding ur hand dats icy cold . n seeing u breath helplessly .
dear abg emi .. ur simply irreplaceable .. ur worth more than any otha person in my lyf ! ur super significant ! ryt naw tis very moment i juz cant help bt to pray n pray .
n to e fellas . PLS .do pray fer ma dearest bro .
ROHEMI BIN RAHIM .
dats e very least u can do .send ur prayers . he needs dat itsy bitsy lil prayers dat ur saying .
please ....
:(
n i dun tink i shud post his pic . bt hell yea . i NID to .
so as u'll noe hw serious is serious he is .
n to those whose really concern n wanna visit ma dearest bro . ur feel free to do so.
just contact me k .
d very lovely bro ..
= ( its heartwrenching seeing u tis way dear abg emi .get up. get well soon! WE need alot of catch up!!
i swear i was uncontrollable . i cried as if worlds torn apart . n dearest bf was super SUPER great to ride all e way frm yewtee where he juz met his friends to mit me AT HOME . .
n later .to e HOSP to visit e bRO. .n later to MIT me AT HOME again ..
n it all happens frm 12am ONWARDS . oh my .
n bf .ur REALLY being super swit . super darn swit .
u noe prolly i wud b a mad girl at home . if u werent der . crying ma hearts out .
seriously . frankly .im stil cant get outta e very tragic thing dat happen to e pham e late july. ; (
n bf . .he's super angelic :) frm 3 am til 7am . to rush here n der .EFFICIENTLY = ) u make up a good rider afterall baby :) cos u use it WISELY . =)
anyhooos ...
e very next day . dat morning then . rush to e hosp . n e cuzzins al came .
n tis is lyk e tym wen i mEet most of ma very dearing cuzzins . oh i mis em soo .
fer naw .pixies was wit e very long lost touch cuzzin .haha . touching ar babe .stil gt tym to camwhore .cos seriously . i dunoe .i juz dunoe.wens prolly e next tym b miting em since they r soo bz too :) huhu; :)
lil cuz fiz whose naw @ cd .
e soo many gengs . hahah ;) oh i love so .e adik bradiks ;) twins ;) haha;)
ooh dat was yesterdae . e very 3rd ..
n taday .. e 4th. .. more cuzzie came .. n even e friends.. okie .e bf . n e bf friends came ;)
im super touch la ;) n bf .thanks aloot aloot alooot .
u noe . even after being scold nastily by e big bro then .u stil turn up .MEET HIM n rush to MIT him .even knowingly i cant tag along . u noe . im super touch n concern . .e tot of dat made me cry dear . u noe . dats wad TRUE friends r fer. bt naw .even thou u n ma bro arent close yet .its e bondness dat makes u n him get together . n ThiS is e vERY moment wen ur able to see WHO IS UR TRUE FRIENDS . oh fark . THEY R NOT BRO .here me say .THEY R NOT !!
it feels shitty to tink d othas r ... ARGHHH ! i shant rant it .. done is done .. e truth has betold .. e moment u wake up n back al normal bro ..seriously .. u'll then c .. n noticed . .e real fakers r der standing INFRONT of u .nt BY u . get it bro ? feel me . fer naw . please .
n yes .e bf all face e fam . n relative . n talked to papa lyk super close ;) oh i love seeing dat .
n pixies ;)
i love bf! cos hes super adorable !
bt bf soo mean . he said he loves syidah more .HAHAH! c.e way he smile at pic wen wit syidah . HAHA:) stop it sey b! hahhaha
bt stil i noe . =) im stil e bestestest gf of urs eva ;) haha ;0 ALWAYS .
b .. i dunoe wads wit u . bt ur being super swit wit super NICE smses u send me each morning to keep me strong n loved .oh i feel love n strength everytym i read those msges . = ) funny . crazy .swit .romantic . UR IT ; ) haha :)
n lil syidah love . hw much i may b MEAN to shout at u fer being rude to me at tymz . hw much i may b SICK of facing u n ur non stop blabbering wen im super bz trying to get sumthing done dat i cant bother u so much .ok im very mean . HAHA :) bt u noe dear . i love u d most too . i promise to make up to it . tis very holiday k dear .;) oh ur always BEING loved by me ;)
dats y i dun mean e haste to actualy rush to pick u back frm sch . lyk everyday ! BLUERGH!! haha:)
n mama told me to go 7 different mosque in singapore .
woOo la la . .to do some charity thingie under bro's name . in making sure dat he's al safe n sound .n wud get well sooner . mummy soo true . e best thing u can do is . "PAsrah kepadaNYA" .;(
oh well . n soo being SOO filial . i head to 7 mosque ! WAD ? fer real ? gues wads e miraculous part ?
i went ALONE ! k ALONE! hear me !! n i began to feel e SOO tired .soo NEEd to DRIVE TO RIDE .so wishing bf was bside me .so wishing dat i gt a car to juz drive ma own . bt too bad .
its just " tests " frm e mighty i gues .;) bt alhamdullilah ;) im glad dat im able to make it n complete all 7 mosque .wit donation cum wishes being made ;) oh at least. i feel soo relieved dat wadeva mama told me to do. im listening to her ; ) huhu :)
n e pic of e very 7 mosque . oh im soo alrounders .
i even MADE time to mit n lunch wit jamilah :) haha ;)
frm yishun to amk to bishan to wdl to semb to thomson to novena ;)
tadaaahhhh ;) all 7 .may e force b wit u .NYEAHHA :)
ok. dats super random . .
n i met faisal .wit his soon to b girl .nyeahah .
ok da ehs bf .stop it e face at e back .haha ;0
oh n dats better ;) izzati d name ;) nice knwing you yar .
n dear diary ..
tis jurney of life wont stop .it neva will .
super soorrry fer e very long neva update .
bt i will .
bt time really killin me naw .;)
soo please .
take care ..
n DUN ferget .
TO SEND YA prayers to ma dearest eva bro ;)
oh i love him soo ;)
n i cant wait to mit ma late bro tomoro .;) wit e sis in law .
misses .
love,
mamasita