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 Nurul Huda Currently 24 as of 2012, 07031988 Werking at Eight Design Pte Ltd,Interior Designer Pursuing Degree in Management, University Of London |
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happy monthsary dinurul
Sunday, December 16, 2007
i wish i cud hold u tight ryt naw.i wish i cud b wit u.always der fer u 24/7.
i wish.n all i cud do was to wish.
all i wanted was u to understand e whole situation.
dun make it worst baby.
don do tings dat U NOE gonna hurt me.
all i wanna say fer taday is .
**HAPPY MONTHSARY HUN :)**
oUHs .swit. swit. swit .;)
we may be a month .stil a babY thou .
n i dunoe hun . .
its BOTHERING me SOO damn mUCh! farking much!
n fark. . i SOO dun wish to ask abt ur X b . .to Qn abt her . wen u told me im way betta than her .
n i apprechiate dat . bt LISTENING frm another person werds & sayings ...
i feel SOO SOO FARK UP! fer real .
WIT u . i can ferget ma X'es easily . .
WIT u . im looking forward fer tomoro n e everydays . .
WIT u . ma lyf's a bliss whr i noe i can always count on u . .
WIT u . everything dats IMpossible juz SOO possible . .
WIT u . i neva wanna look up fer anyone else .BT u .
can u c hw significant u r in my lyf ? hw important u r~!!
i love u sooo much hun . . .
all i wanted u to do was to answer e THREE FUCKING QN wit honesty . .
n u answer e last one bt nt e FIRST two ! n even e last one . i trusted u b . bt someone else is saying a different thing .dat u STILL missing her! oh fark!!
wad do u take me fer b ? juz a toy babe ? Even if e answer is NO . then who am i to u ?
juz a gf ?
then y on e very 16 .juz a month ago .
u propose to me . .asking me to ur wifey . oh .i sound dumb . bt hell yea . U SOUNDED soo serious hun ! soo damn serious abt being wit me n all . wit al e days of BEING wit u .
everydays .everymins .juz exceptional fer weekends .
ur crazy loconess make me all SOO into u . . . u liven up ma spirit ...
n B .
ALL I WANNA ASK n NOE is .
CAN U LIVE WITHOUT ME ?
look b . .im nt asking fer a breakup @ blogs n publicing tis whole love affair thingie .
fer e matter of fact .
I MAY move on .. .bt NO .
NEVA wit u NOT in my life ..
cos ur e special person in my lyf dat i look up fer .
n e answer all lies to u hun . . .
WADEVA u told me abt ur x .... WAS DAT E FACT ??
n after listening to e other party story ..
I FEEL SOO FARKING a third party .
n was it bcos of me . wit ma presence dat u broke up wit her . ?
n i felt dat as if ur using me . . n ME in ur lyf is juz a random passerby .. ?
everything is changing so fast hun ..
u . me . MY pham . UR pham .
I NOE ur missing her(naz) .. to tink dat u actualy ...say to urself of ur stupidity to break wit her . ..need me to explain more b ?? its juz hurtful dear .soo soo hurtful!!!
im sorry . if ive been a burden to u . .
n IF u really cant control wit MY pham . n u CANT understand my PHAM strictness . .
DAT juz shows ur SINCERITY in being wit me ..
al i cud do is applaud at ur very best behaviour .fer wad u've did to me ;)
all i wanted is SACRIFICE . CHANGES of behaviour is juz SO SUCKY .
n dats no way to go IN a relationship ..
oh. i feel so .fark up .naw .
ALL I WANT NAW is . EXPLANATION .
n juz e truth ..
hate me so,
GyrlRxz